!@#$%^&*

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 01:37:30 GMT

Sat, 14 Feb 2004 02:36:02 GMT

hahahahaha.

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 04:35:46 GMT

new journal is remodel
if i found you somewhat creepy AT ALL
then you ARE NOT added. I DONT LIKE YOU.
so deal with it.
otherwise, you're cool.
LOVE 7UP AND COCAINE SLUTS.
i just finished adding all you.
i dont feel like leaving 230984 comments.
way too much work. well you know the username
and if remodel is on the "friend of" list
consider yourself added.
if you dont add me within a few days, or more
ill probably delete you
yo soy impaciente
hey if i forgot to add you then tell me.
or if i just didnt..well give me a good reason to add you!
---last post, fuckz---
then im deleting this bitch.
wooooooooot.

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 05:54:25 GMT

AHH WTF THERES TOO MANY PEOPLE TO KEEP ADDING@#$@#%

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 03:56:11 GMT

ps. im leaving a comment if i added you again..
this journal = deleted soon.

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 03:31:51 GMT

so i got back from anaheim.
mm it was cool minus stupid drama,
i hate girls.

well i got a new journal and im adding you there if i thought you were nice/cool/hott/awesome/funny. if you were some old man that said i was hott when i posted pictures, then id rather stab myself in the eyes than add you back. haha. dont bitch if you arent added, i wont start adding til later..so fuck yeah foo!@#$@()$2

the new one is friends only cause of scary people. kthanks.haha

goin to anaheim

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 05:16:13 GMT

“and sometimes we get so close to the lens
that we kiss through the screens
but it never seals as a photograph
just a nitch in the memory chips.”
-me

be back Saturday night.

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 04:16:45 GMT

free sex!

!!!

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 01:21:23 GMT

aww. im in love with today.
i played guitar in career choices
english, on the pool deck
for the polo and swimming team
and after school,
then a girl gave me a quarter for it.
everyone loved it!@#%$
my record of the most people
i have ever performed in front of is now 35
its fun stuff.
i played some nirvana
for this one guy in my english class.
umm he's kinda cute. haha.
then i went to savon
and this old man offered to repair my pants. haha.
(they have huge holes in the knees)
im going to anaheim with the polo team
that should be fun.

............................penis

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 00:01:04 GMT

thousand oaks should
be renamed to uglyville.
k thanks.

why cant hott people live here!!!???

edit! well a couple hott guys do live here, for ex...i cant say his name, he reads this shit...umm. cant say. haha i have this trust problem,

they dont love you like i love you

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 02:33:35 GMT

DONT WANT NO CRUSTY BULLSHIT
NO CRAP OR ATTITUDE
JUST WANNA GET ELECTRIC TONIGHT
YA KNOW WITH YOU YOU YOU YEAHH!

PS: BE MY VALENTINE.
but really do any guys wanna go see the V's (a friends band) play at the cobalt and be my date on valentines day?

EDIT: i got a new sn
so if anyone wants to talk
leave a comment with yr sn
and i will IM you. k thanks.

EFF THIS.

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 05:50:06 GMT

i suck.
and you cant comment, asshole.
cause i dont want yr pity.
fuck.

hmm, metric

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 21:44:23 GMT

driving to LA
stopping in the middle of the freeway
listening to bikini kill,
le tigre, chains of freedom
parking by smart & final
getting in line
cigarette
met new people
talked about clits
got inside
saw hott guys
photographs
metric is amazing
i saw up emily's skirt
good dancing
nice people
new metric shirt
hanging out
car got towed
sat around at a bus stop
took pictures
saw the people we met one more time
then left
arguments in the car
sleeping
getting home
slept while starving
woke up,
im home. good times.

not yr fuckin vcr..

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 15:36:11 GMT

he's cute. he was smoking. dropped his cig. picked it back up, smoked it some more.

the show last night sucked.

haha, richie IMed me. my away message was: HEY SLUTFACE.

yr jealous, cause tonight i'm seeing metric at the el rey theatre. that should be a better show.

post script:the butterflies are mother fuckn gone. again. wheres all the hott boys? care to give me butterflies?

fine..fine..fine..

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 00:19:44 GMT

Hang out with me, or else,

disclaimer: if you really do dress like that, don't be offended by my actions. secondly, wtf? can you talk with bandanas over yr mouth?

EDIT:
non contrast.

contrast hides all my ugly.

my cousin & i.

i like spelling the, teh. and thats hip. haha. its for you chelsea.

haha. i am so bored.
going to a show tonight.
text message me. 8054052068.

<3#<2<$@#<$2#$

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 03:29:52 GMT

oooh guys...that feeling.
it has returned to me.
b u t t e r f l i e s . . .
in my stomach. teehee.
oh god. infatuation.
here we go.
i'm shaking just thinking
thinking about this all.
haha oh god...
hmm any tips on
how to not be shy so much?
god i love the male species.

errrrhhm.

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 05:30:13 GMT

i feel really effing ugly.
i feel like a fourteen year old fucker
the stupid ones that dont know anything.
i bought jeans at marshalls today.
they were abercrombie.
so i bet im gonna get shit for wearing those
but guys jeans are jeans, doesnt change who ya are.
except i feel like a rich fuckn asshole for wearing them
i dont know.
i bought another bikini kill cd.
sweet.
i hate my self image.

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 19:04:57 GMT

today, on this day,
i am asking you
yes, YOU
the one reading this.
this is, the most important question
of our entire lives.
WILL YOU MARRY ME?

wow.

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 20:55:51 GMT

i truly never knew how many feelings i had
towards this one person until last night
when i wrote this poem, and wow.

"Did I ever tell you that you look amazing?
As I see the sun and the eyes they are tracing.
And as you stopped by to see me tonight,
The sun could not compare to the streetlights.
The darkness surrounding did not affect,
The way the blue in your eyes would reflect.
It’s brown vs. blue and we're stuck in a tie.
But I will lose as long as I do inside your eyes.
And I hope I can disco across your lips.
This kind of disco can forget the hips.
And as we stop dancing and back away.
I hope that some of your dead skin will stay.
Across the two purple lines that are on my face,
There’s nothing more I wanted than you in this place.
I thought that I told you that you were amazing.
But there are no memories logical that I’m tracing.
I wish you came to see me tonight.
So I could watch the sun lose to a streetlight.
The darkness surrounding did quite an effect,
The way your blue eyes did not reflect.
But you weren't there and im stuck in a tie,
there is no way to get lost in your eyes.
And I cannot disco using our lips,
I guess I’ll be alone just with my hips.
And I will dance the night away,
I don't want these memories to stay.
Inside the skull that creates my face,
There’s nothing I’m wanting more than you in this place."
-Me.
well yeah, you guys i know it sounds emo
and your gonna say what happened to riot slut?!?
well what kinda love poem is this::
I HATE BOYS I HATE BOYS
I HATE YOU! YOU SUCK!!!
DIEEEEEE!!!
yeah, thats what i thought.
and no, this is not about nick.
hey you guys!!!!
1. tell me what you think of the poem.
2. any guys who are reading this, tell me what you would think if a girl gave you this poem.
thanks.

EDIT: i think that i'm already over this person. i don't think it was worth it cause i don't think he would of liked me. but i don't know, it's still in consideration, but ii'm sort of getting into somebody else.

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 01:27:07 GMT

is there a song that reminds me of you?
if there is, please drop a comment
& explain exactly why the song reminds you of me.

al;fjksd

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 05:26:02 GMT

if you could imagine me
hooked onto some drug
or trying some drug,
please tell me what one
that it would be.
everyone answer.
thanks.
talk shit about me.
start lj drama.
i want it all over my lj.
i want lj drama to RAPE MY JOURNAL

and also fill in the blank
Ann is ___________________.

passive attraction, programmed reaction

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 02:07:09 GMT

i feel really sick.
i feel pretty fucked up.
i was basically roaming on streets
for three to four hours.
i cant even depend on a friend
to let me stay at her house
when im roaming streets
and cars are pulling over
asking me if i wanna go for a ride.
studying > your friend,
thats what i learned today from her?
and its especially great
when the person who drives me home
turns their cell phone off.
i am lonely.
then i took a lighter
and i lit it and
took warm vanilla sugar body spray
then sprayed.
it was cool.
i have my cell back
but it will be taken away soon
i know it. so dont count on it.
it barely even works.
i dont get the messages everyone sends.
i text messaged dustin.
but while i have it.
8054052068.
these past two days have been wierd.
i dont feel like myself.
WTFFFFFFFFFFF

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 05:51:48 GMT

i got my cell phone back.
text me. calls suck. 8054052068.
will somebody flirt with me?
here i'll start things off.
hay beb! im getting quite a thirst
and you look like my gatorade! <3<#$%<#%<^

wtf.

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 04:53:21 GMT

he's a stoner??????
hahahahahahaha

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 18:03:08 GMT

awh.
only one picture
of jessie and i showed up right.
the rest are screwed
including chelsea's.